Saturday, November 26, 2005
i kind of feeling really really weird
its a kind of really weird feelin
but nevertheless i know this feelin wont affect my day
tml will be a new start
yap a long awaited day
but yet i am afraid
i don know what i am afraid about
beats me...
Friday, November 25, 2005
she cries herself to sleep
reaching out for the familiar voice
but yet it was not to be found
as she toss and turn in bed
every minute seems so long
all in her mind was those memories
a drop of tear fell
and once again
she sob till her eyes were swollen
but nothing seems to be able to stop her from crying
all those tear never seem to end
all those memories never seem to fade
now as she sits alone on her bed
she prayed silently
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
just arrive home from the 8th student councilor campfire
the campfire was awesome
everything was totally great
but all this set me thinking...
fours years in bartley have soon come to an end
i really hate myself for feeling so sad about this issue
but i somehow cant help it
though i do not need to mug for exams anymore
no more homeworks
just all day fun
but i miss the good old days
guess i wont be able to experience all this anymore
its really sad that actually good things would come to an end someday
i am really greatful that i was given the chance to be in the exco
i know i aint the ideal person you guys are lookin
i know i aint a strong leader that you guys had expected me to be
i am really sorry if i did not meet to your expectations
but i thanks Lord for allowing me to belong to such a great family
i have really learn lots and lots of wonderful lesson
being in this great family
i grew mentally
it allow me to actually grow
i aint the ignorant girl i used to be..
and being in this great family
i thank the Lord for also allowing me to meet so many people that played an impt role in my life
never have i felt such warmth before
i never ever felt so emotionally attached before
i really wish to thanks Mr chin for actually playin an impt role in my life
thanks mr chin for all your support
you had never given up on me.
i really really appreciate
though sometimes i don meet up to your standard
you never ever really blame me
you instead gave me more support
encouraging me through my journey
with your support, a new journey would soon began
i really hope i am able to be strong in my faith
thanks for support you shown to me in my decision
it really mean alot to me
through my jouney,
i also like to thank two special people
they had really played a really important role in my life
to one of the special someone
i thank you for really always being there for me
you never fail to always stand by my side
you would also never fail to listen to my problems, my nonsence
i may not have known you for so long,
it may just be a short 2 years
but these two years had really mean alot to me
i really appreciate everything you have done
but i guess things wont be the same anymore
we wont be as close as we use to be
we may not even communicate at all
but no matter what i will always remember those days i spent with you
memories would remain in me
to the other someone special
i am sorry for everything i have done before
instead of being angry with me
you had instead help me in lots of ways in my life
you gave me encouragment
gave me the support i needed
thank you so much
i really appreciate
though a new beginning
fresh new jouney is about to begin
i will never forget the memories i had in the board
YES EVERYTHING IS FINALLY OVER
ENJOY
